Sunday, February 20, 2011

Undone.





Imagine a ball of yarn.
An organized mess.
Easily tangled.
Easily unraveled.
Start at one end.
Push the ball and let it roll,
Unfolding and crinkling into weird shapes as it glides across the floor.
Decisions:
Not easily made.
The effects can be catastrophic.
They also can be wonderful.
Decisions often walk the tight rope of wonderful and terrible. Eventually falling to one side and staying there.
T is indecisive.
Always choosing and then going back on it.
It seems impossible to make an informed decision.
It also seems all too often the "answer" is to decide for myself. I will always find a way to be happy.
I haven't always made the right decisions, but I have also never made a drastically wrong decision either.
So where does that put me?
Somewhere between good and bad?
Between right and wrong?
My ball of yarn is an informed decision.
The unraveling is a breaking point. The climax, a new twist to the story.
How do I roll my ball of yarn back up into the organized mess that I had once created?
The eally important question is; Can I make a sweater afterward?
Up and down; Here and there,
T.

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